These three were fantastic.
:D thank youuu this is a cute picture!
haha I can see me right behind Tina and Daniel LOL
All of the pictures of me I’ve found so far from Baltimore Comic Con.
I feel like maybe I need an anger management class. I have really developed a strong hatred for Cancer. When I think about it I get so enraged.
I hate seeing so many women around me pregnant (of course I am happy for them), not knowing if I will ever get to be. I hate seeing unfit mothers with children I may never get to have (see numerous reality shows).
I really hate that even several weeks later I am too tired to do even things I want to do (I do them anyway—but I really regret it, and don’t enjoy them like I should.) I hate it that I get bill collectors calling at all hours (even DURING treatment! Sure I’ve several thousand bucks laying around, let me get that to you right away!) I hate that I wiped out all of my savings and am now back to living (barely) check-to-check. No hope of saving up for a car now. I’m tired of the hormones, I’m tired for getting angry at silly things and crying for no reason. I’m tired of feeling alone.
Most of all I hate that even though I am not currently undergoing treatment, I cannot breathe the sigh of relief that I am cancer-free…because that diagnosis comes months later. It may seem like it is over, and everything is fine…but for me it is still very much an ongoing battle.
ABANDONED AMUSEMENT PARKS
I cannot stop surfing through these haunting Francesco Mugnai pictures. His photo series on abandoned amusement parks brings chills to my body as thrilling as the excitement I can recall back from visiting the amusement parks of my childhood. Here are all the memories rotting in fields and perhaps hosting some ghostly visitors.
ॐ My Spiritual World☽
I am done with Radiation, but I have to wait 6 months before I am officially cancer-free.
I’m feeling super weak. Haven’t gotten sick yet, thank god.
swearingofftocancer said: Hey! stay strong, you will be fine. Go into the appointment and handle your business.
Anonymous said: radiation is scary for me as well. also for my mom who had to go through it as well. But it helps and works. one day when it ends you will walk away better